I'm unhappy more often than not

Maybe it's just rejection. I wish i could stop convincing myself that people have a 1 in a million chance of getting along with me and me liking them. I wish i could stop caring that i mean as much to someone as they mean to me. The goddamn answer is that I'm scared of rejection. So much that I care when a drug addict dumps me, an 18 year old chooses another girl over me, and a one-armed jerk stands me up over and over again. i wish more than all of that that i'd follow my own advice and start being with people that deserve me. oh well-just get over it ashley.